desert

Deserts (Trigger Warning)

We all go through deserts

Times where the vastness of emptiness in front of us seems insurmountable

Impossible

You will not make it

The wound has spread and it is deep and infected

Just sit with the pain

Do not notice it growing into suffering

You will not make it past this

The voice is sweet and sad

It lies

For a time it felt like the only voice you could hear was that poisonous, wretched voice

Not any more

You will make it through

You can cross the vastness and come out the other side

You will experience joy again

And all the other emotions that you hid inside for fear that it would expose the wound

It will come in like a flood to the desert

You cannot believe it is there

How can a flood and a desert be in the same place?

The floods recede

And just like that the moment is gone and you are left standing there

Alone

But changed

All you have to do is run, run out of the desert because it does have an end

Take your pain and care for it so that the suffering will fade away under your tender care

It will end

You will heal

You can heal

You cannot believe it now, but it is true

I am healing

The desert has an end

Work in Progress, Oil Painting, Negev Desert

Work in Progress, Oil Painting, Negev Desert